I am 100% uncertain as to why people like me or would ever want to be around me. I define the words useless and selfish. I don’t know how to change I’ve tried and tried again but still end up here. I feel like I give my best and it’s just not enough idk if it’s not enough for me or for the people around me. I’m terrified to be alone so I hold on even when I know in unwanted. I need to figure those out so me an the people around me can grow. I’m just so heartbroken. I hate seeing this reality.